seize the day!

2012-02-18T04:01:00.001-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2012-01-21T20:44:00.000-08:00

super super nice song. although i dont know the context nor the meaning, i feel really relieve that such melody lines still exist.

2012-01-21T17:29:00.000-08:00

OH FREAK and theres a proposal song too. HAHA. since when did jioing someone become so convenient!

2012

2012-01-21T17:16:00.000-08:00

HAHA THERE IS SUCH THING AS A CONFESSION SONG. GOSH, im super amuse! HAHA
OKAY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D
although i wont be celebrating its still an awesome break la, given that i slept like 16 hours ytd hehehe :D

anddddddd, yupp new start new beginningggg.
(: i will love 2012.

2012-01-04T17:49:00.000-08:00

The line between a sweet dream and a nightmaRe just called blurred.

2012-01-02T05:43:00.001-08:00

hahah trueeeeee, its settling for sth that satisifies.

if success is getting what you want
and happiness is wanting what you get
den being glad over sth you dont necessarily get.. hahhaaha.

2012-01-02T04:11:00.000-08:00

rang ni liu lei de nan sheng bu zhi de ni he ta zai yi ci,

dan ru guo yin shi ta liu lei er liu lei ne?

2011-12-30T04:42:00.001-08:00

wish there was someone beside me that can affirm me that i can do it.

2011-12-29T22:48:00.000-08:00

"forgetting is essential to our ability to think, to remember whats important to us and to remain calm and happy"

Some of the best gifts are subtle reminders like this for us to always keep in sight what we planned to achieve right at the beginning of this all.

thanks friend :D

As 2011 comes to an end, i am glad to say i live with no regrets, whats done is done, whats over is over.
A super unmotivated year that just passed without me being control of it at all.

it seemed inevitable, but is it?

2012: the only thing that strikes so prominently is probably A levels.

but me being me, i just dont want it to be the "belle of the ball" sort of thing. Doesnt A levels mark a significant closure to school life? i know theres still university, after these 6 years, theres plenty im going to miss.

alright, i still do not have the clearest goal in mind, but what im sure of is that i will make 2012 count.

2011-12-26T19:31:00.001-08:00

zhe bu xi rang wo you ku you xiao de zhang mian tai duo le.

2011-12-26T09:48:00.000-08:00

zhe bu xi hao xiang bi 'na xie nian' geng jie jin wo.

maybe its time. i seemed to have became more sane. hahhaa :D

2011-12-25T23:15:00.001-08:00

hahahha, HELLO BLOG ITS THE NEXT DAY. gosh. this post makes me look like i jing shen fen lie!

http://www.mysoju.com/taiwanese-drama/in-time-with-you/episode-4/group-1/part-2/

and im really in love with the drama already. true, rang ren shi qu zi ji de ai qing BU JIAO AI QING :D

2011-12-25T23:08:00.000-08:00

原来最让人缠绵的是眼睁睁看着情感在眼前凋零
犹如看着冰淇林一滴一滴地融化成那不堪一击的泡沫

hmmmm, triggers.

2011-12-25T21:03:00.001-08:00

in case i lose you. hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahha :D

2011-12-25T08:28:00.001-08:00

jiu zhe yang zai ci wei ta liu lei..

admitting that you are hurt is not shameful. why does this seem new.

2011-12-25T02:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, we really have to stop and give ourselves more time to do the things we want.

wo bu ke neng hui ai shang ni/ wo ke neng bu hui ai shang ni. haha, seems pretty nice (:
and i see parallels. loads of them :D

http://www.viki.com/channels/1339-coffee-prince/videos/52328/5

2011-12-08T20:11:00.000-08:00

你说故事已经结束很久
我忘了　向前走
我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱

2011-12-07T18:53:00.001-08:00

我明白我要的爱
会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏

你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

this sounds like the reason.

2011-12-07T01:53:00.000-08:00

haha, today's horoscope sounds accurate :D

2011-12-06T19:03:00.000-08:00

exact sentiments.

"xi huan shang yi ge ren bing bu nani, ai shang yi ge ren, bing wei chi zhe zhe ge ai, wo zhen de xue bu hui."

suo yi wei le bu shang hai bie ren, hai shi bie xi huan hao le.

ps. ru guo zhe shi ni yao wo kan dao de, wo zhi neng shuo wo kan dao le.

2011-12-06T06:30:00.001-08:00

when women tell you the truth and its the wrong ans; haha

2011-12-05T20:34:00.001-08:00

是自己太早放了手，还是自己没有握紧，已经被深深的悔恨淹没在了那些回忆中了。也许，这也是成长的代价吧。

2011-12-03T16:56:00.000-08:00

frist time i feel like playing a twentith century piece HAHA

2011-12-01T02:48:00.000-08:00

its this kind of shows that make people want to fall in love i guess.

but in life, things dont happen that way, coincidences dont occur that way and love simply isnt that simple.

should i hold on to the faith that one day things would occur that way to me? i will try? cause love is beautiful :D

and yes, the unspoken reasons behind things are scary.

"na yi ke wo hao xiang bao zhe ni, wen ni zhe me duo nian ni shi zen me du guo de"

2011-11-30T06:51:00.000-08:00

i actually do not regret going out today. haha.

it was a bit, surprising even to myself that i agreed. but what i saw today just feels like a whole new world i havent seen in awhile.

holidays that look like holidays, seem like holidays and enjoyed as holidays.

in jc, every break just seem so not befitting of its name. its been long, since people could play 8 hours straight and go home and just sleep. there is no sense of 'oh no, i just played an entire day off' instead it was 'awesome, i played an entire day off. Really love the feeling of it.

and people came from everywhere, different classes different levels. the mix of it feels fresh. havent spoken that sort of chinese in awhile. that sort of mixture in language, so diverse?

but most of them still had a goal in mind, a dream. they knew what they wanted.

feels like a real good balance between work and play.

and the innocence. 16 and playing playgrounds. 16 and laughing like when you were 8? haha, feels awesome.

i actually felt rejuvenated :D just to be infected by their laughters.

the prettiest things in life are there to be felt (:

2011-11-29T06:42:00.000-08:00

muyun posted this " 虚伪久了。就连自己也骗了。一边埋怨着没有人了解。一边戴上更厚更重的面具。这么多年。其实一直没有变。"

ITS SO TRUE, but i really hope i would be real with myself, at the very least

anyway i think many people are usually puzzled by my actions, like im really quite indifferent to many things and people, i dont find the need to care at the least bit about anything thats going on. but once i care about someone, things do go to the extremes. so its weird, i would only be angry/upset about the people that matter to me. ironic much.

i have been thinking about it. shouldnt i be most patient to those i care the most, somehow the unconscious side of me begs to differ. hmm.

2011-11-28T06:15:00.001-08:00

hahaha, sweeetttt, heard what qiu is gonna do for him. sweet.

inevitably thought of the sweet surprise he prepared for me this birthday.
i was smiling yet i teared a little.
i will miss it, every bit of it :D

2011-11-28T03:35:00.000-08:00

okayyyy, i shouldnt have ran in the rain.
):

2011-11-27T02:56:00.000-08:00

very very nice melody :D very sweet love.

I think God has been telling me to keep my faith in love.
although things turn out very much different from what i expected, there are always people there that are worth my love, people there that will love me :D

haha, and i should stop sleeping so much ): going to get headache soon, haha :D

bu yao lou shi xiao xiao de xing fu
Yu ping fan de gan dong :D